"Preacher says it's my eyes"

I don't know what it is about customers hitting on me but I've gotten at least two major ones so far. (Preacher says it's my eyes.) What ever it is I don't like it. 

The first guy was by far the worst let me describe this guy for you. And then you close your eyes and get a good mental picture. His name is chunky. (Also given by preacher.) This guy stood over 6 feet tall and had to way 600 pounds. The worst thing was the thick Spanish accent that came out. It was very hard to understand and he didn't know much english and I knew enough Spanish to know right off the bat he said I was really beautiful. We slowly worked our way through his order and I have him his change. (He paid in all change.) Then he proceeded to ask me if he could have a complimentary fry...He obviously wanted more food but didn't have the money. We got him is food and he went out I to the lobby and ate it all. Every last bite. Then he proceeds to come to the counter and complain that his hamburger didn't have cheese on it. (He didn't order cheese.) but to top it all off he insisted that since he didn't have cheese he should get a kiss...I turned right around got my manager (preacher) and didn't have anything more to do with him. 

The second guy has a shorter story. He was an older gentlemen that came and made his oreder. His change came to 7.11 when I said that. He said "when do you get off we should be in Vegas." 

The embarrassing truth.

So I know we have all had that moments. You know the kind that make your face turn red. The time you ripped your pants in the butt at school or the time you forgot to wear a bra. You know we have all done it! 

Well why I was at another day at work I went to the bathroom and the button on my pants completely broke! I still had 5+ hours left on my shift. It was horrible I had to untucked my shirt and keep pulling them up every 5 secs. 

I told my manager what happened after she told me I had to tuck in my shirt and she only snickered at me! 

On top of everything else I ended up staying an hour late because we were rally busy and I was running counter and window by my self. Like a boss. 😉

^ what just a little time can do 😃

Adventures in ice land.

Well on the forth day, a week after the third day I might add, I went in to works with a very cloudy disposition. I did not want to go. I even contemplated just calling and Quiting I mean seriously they only put me on the schedule for one day a week! (And on a side note a lot was going in the vertual world that day! Speaking of which I met a lovely young man from another alliance and we were talking and he tells me he called out from work just to play the game....that is an addict folks.) 

But I travailed and I went to work anyways. And what I walked into was an alternate universe and place where I not only existed they wanted me to do well. I talked to people and learned drive thru and even how to make McCafe drinks. I tell you what I think the right people got ahold of my blog. Yea that's what I'm going to go with. 

So for some new characters we have: 

Song bird: a very butch by sexual girl. With short hair in the front and long in the back. Absolutely love her! And she loves to sing which is why I now call her song bird. She gave me her number so we could hang out sometime but before I could text her I realized her number was in the pants pocket of the pants in the washer. Blonde moment! 

Pastor: we had a long and interesting conversation after which I told him I would talk about anything but religion and politics...we talked about both. But he told me along the lines that he wants to become a pastor. I have a feeling we will have some very note worthy conversations. 

Those are the two new supporting roles in the story I call my life! 

Over all I can definitely say I want to work nights. But on that day even the ice queen was super nice! It's starting to look up folks! 

The invisible girl's adventures in ice land

Ok for story telling purposes I've assigned some names to the characters. My big manager, the don't look at me while your supposed to be working lady, her name is the ice queen. Because she has a heart and soul of ice...next is the manager under her, the troll with no emotions, she is devil lady. Now that we got that covered. Let me tell you about my second day in Iceland(work aka mcdonalds.) I walk in the door straight into the sights of the ice queen. I advert my eyes because I wouldn't want to offend her :/. Well she catches me anyways but actually she is quite nice. She says hi and how are you!? Well that was weird. So the second day wasn't all that bad. But of course I still got no training and handled all the orders by myself including the bus :/. I walk up to the manager left about a half an hour before I got to leave and told him I never got a break. He asked well how lib have you been here. I said since three. He said well crap in sorry I didn't know. I said it's ok no one notices me up here. He said I notice you I just didn't know how long you had been here. (I was there before he got there.)

Day 3. This is after I got off the night before at 11 and I'm back at 8. I get to meet devil lady. I'm on front counter yet again but this time I actually get a trainer well for the first few hours at least. Not that is helped at all. A lady got her hot chocolate wrong there was peppermint in it. It may or may not have been my fault. Doesn't matter I told devil lady. "We'll make her another one" said when the meanest additive you can think of and walks off...I don't know how who make hot chocolate no one has ever showed me. Finnally the drive thru girl come and makes a new one. Doesn't show me how or where anything is just makes it...how does this help me!?! Then I notice two very cute people...my manager and the maintance guy and then I realize one more thing...I've already learned that lesson so they are out of the question. So when a guy comes in the door I notice right off the bat he is pretty cute. He stands there waiting for his food with his drink in his hand and my manager yells at him. You didn't pay for that. I watched you walk in that door with that cup and fill it up. Honestly I don't know if he did or not, but I give him this look like "I'm sorry." Later when I'm cleaning tables out in the lobby he gets up and walks out of course I'm watching him! I give him another "I'm sorry" look and he returns with a "it's ok shrug." Then he walks out the door and my eyes still follow him and he turns around meets my eyes and mouths "bye." My eyes light up and I snails back at him. 

Later this scene plays through my head and I think crap! He wasn't being nice he was saying "bye" as in why are you still staring at me...this is why I'm single. 

The invisible girl.

It's my first day of work and you get that terrifying yet exhilarating feeling. You know how your totally excited because it's a new job but your also really afraid because what if you don't do well.

I walk in the door and automatically they ask me if it's ok to start in another 30 mins. I was like sure I guess. I mean what am I supposed to say no you have to let me work now?? So I waited and finally I got to start work. She showed me how to clock in and pointed around the screen then left. That's it that's all the training I got and was left on register taking all the orders...needless to say I had to ask for a lot of help because I didn't know where anything was. Most of their "help" consisted of doing it for me. And then worst came to worst. I needed to know where more coffee was because I had ran out and I needed to make some more so I turned to the person who was supposed to me "training" me and asked her if she could help me. Then I waited for a reply. She happened to be talking to the store manager (which I have recently learned is the owners daughter and in the  exact words of a fellow employee "I want to smash her head on the grill and close it.") manager lady sees me looking at them, waiting for my reply about help, and she snaps. "Don't be looking over here get to work." I simply reply "I was asking for help." "Well then ask." "I did ask." "Don't you talk back to me if I'm correcting something while your training you just say thank you." At that moment I could have walked right out that door or thrown the coffee at her I was so mad. That's not how you treat new employees on their first day. 

Well the rest of the day wasn't much better. No one talked to me or said hello I just went on my way. Taking orders on a machine I didn't understand and cleaning the tables 50 mil times because that's the only thing someone showed me how to do. And I was supposed to stay busy. Let me tell you when they said your done I was out of there faster then a speeding bullet I didn't even stop for a refill of my drink or to go to the bathroom. Nothing I just wanted out of there. 

They are rude heartless people not just to me but even the customers! 

But really they just ignore me like I'm not even there. 

Gamer reality versus the real reality.

I lead an alliance in the game Game of War. I have about 63 people who play under my lead. When I'm playing the game it's a totally different world. It's like I have a bunch of big brothers, uncles, and guy friends looking out for me. 

We don't know each other in the real world but when it comes to that game...we protect each other, we help each other, and we laugh with each other. I really wish my real world could compare. If I could have friends that caring and encouraging my life would be great. 

It's funny my best friend text me today and said "I've tried finding more friends but all I can find is horrible people." 

The first answer that popped in my head was I found good friends too bad they are a bunch of teenage boys and 30 to 40 year old men from all over the world playing a war game. 

The things life throw at me! 

P.S. This is a sunset picture from my vacation in L.A. This last weekend. 

Gamer reality versus the real reality.

I lead an alliance in the game Game of War. I have about 63 people who play under my lead. When I'm playing the game it's a totally different world. It's like I have a bunch of big brothers, uncles, and guy friends looking out for me. 

We don't know each other in the real world but when it comes to that game...we protect each other, we help each other, and we laugh with each other. I really wish my real world could compare. If I could have friends that caring and encouraging my life would be great. 

It's funny my best friend text me today and said "I've tried finding more friends but all I can find is horrible people." 

The first answer that popped in my head was I found good friends too bad they are a bunch of teenage boys and 30 to 40 year old men from all over the world playing a war game. 

The things life throw at me! 

P.S. This is a sunset picture from my vacation in L.A. This last weekend. 

New year new me.

So my family has entered a competition to see who can loose the most weight. It's set to end 8 months. My goal is to loose 30 pounds. But I want to loose 20 pounds by my 21st birthday in June. 

Today was the first day and I did well stayed on my calorie count! But I didn't do any exercise (gamers life.) so my goal for tommorrow is at least a 7 min workout. 

It not really about the number in the long run though. It's about looking good and feeling good. That is my long term goal this year. Let's see what I accomplish! 

Life of a gamer (why I am single)

I am an avid game of war player. And if you have ever played this game you know it takes a lot of effort to become a top player. It takes even more effort to get you alliance to the top. And I truly love my alliance. I am almost the only girl and one of the youngest and yet I'm the leader. I get emails daily with compliments on how well I am doing. That's how much all of these people at this game. So I know that I have to carry them all through. I carry around with me a "war book" it has all of their names with notes and stats. I have lists and rules and color coordinated charts. But I hey moray of the time the game is my reality. And if it my reality then I'm really quite popular. So I'm ok with that. 

Life

It's a roller coaster of emotions. 

Dreams, plans, dripping like paint from a paint brush. 

Conversations playing out like a movie set. 

The radio setting the scene to the perfect day. 

Lessons learned tests forgotten. 

Money comes and it goes again like the birds in migration. 

Seasons paint the calanders marking the days as they fly by. 

Kids grow too fast as time passes and your afraid to blink. 

You ask you self when will my life start?? 

You know I have to include the bad ones with the good ones it's how we grow. So don't be too harsh on this one. 

#singlegirlproblems

So walking through the mall please tell me I'm not the only one that sees a guy knows he's cute. But I know I'm also not the only girl that wonders if anyone saying that about them. 

Sure I've had guys come up and say oh when I saw you I thought That girls hot. But like the ugly ones you know. And as much as I think it's cute that they think I'm hot I wish they just wouldn't tell me. Because it's almost worse when only ugly people tell you you're hot then when none do it all. Because honestly if ugly people have the nerve to tell you you're hot really hot. Because I know when I walk up to someone and I think they're hot I forget my own name. 

But you know what I cares what people think... O wait EVERYONE! Especially single girls. Getting all dressed up because they just know they will meet their Prince Charming that day. 

Well my conclusion...I want people to think I'm pretty but only pretty people. 

 

The new year

Well it's 2014 every one. I really didn't think we would make it this far. I remember when I was in high school me and my best friend ally actually cried because we thought the end of the world would come before we graduated high school. And now we are both half way around the world (which is still here) and we are here in 2014. 

I hope 2013 didn't suck as bad for you as it did for me. It was full of a lot of ups and downs but mostly downs...I've made a lot of mistake but through those mistakes I've learned a lot of life lessons and learned a lot about my self too. 

You can't go through life regretting your past or it will hold on to you and never let go. So this year here are some of my goals. 

Get fit. 

Work on me :) 

Save up and get a car. 

Graduate from barbazon. 

Paint more. 

Make some videos (maybe a video blog??)

Write more (hopefully on here and hopefully with more followers?? O_o) 

Yep that's about it I think. 

I'll let you all know how those work out lol.