Depression is like a blanket of black swollowing you whole. It enters through your mouth like a poison and wraps itself around every organ beneath your ribs squeezing so hard you for get how to breath and your stomach lerches wishing to relieve the food thats not there because you cant eat.
Saddness fills you to the core. Inching like ice from your heart till it sits directly behind your eyes. You shiver from the cold radiating from the inside if your self.
You search the future for that happy moment that once made you happy but its bleak as a black and white movie. Depression has covered your thoughts like leaches determened to suck you dry of everything that makes you want to breath.
You close your eyes and try to breath but the darkness pounds down even harder. Swollowing you whole.
Finnally you give up. No more will to fight. No more will to keep searching for the happiness that you are sure no longer exsists. Its just darkness. Just darkness and cold and hoplessness.
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