Tip one: dont get pregnant. Ive thrown up 19 times just today. I think im dieing.
So to make a long story short. I met the man of dreams and started on the rollar coster we call love. He met my parents, asked me to marry him, we got pregnant. And now here we are still in love but me horribly dieing. Im going to start writing more just to fill in the gaps of all this missing time. Ive missed you all and more still to come!!
Update: I don't know what love is anymore if it was not what I saw in him. I knew when we met that he was a recovering addict I just never thought that it would effect us. I still love him with all my heart and I worry about him every day. But I had to make a tough decision and get my son out of a dangerous situation. We are safe now and away from him. I dread the day somthing happens and I get a call. I know he is headed down a very narrow road. I just hope one day be can find his way back. Maybe not to me. But to sobriety and safety. I could use some support from you guys though! Feel free to email me at Briana.freeland2@gmail.com and let me know you are listening! Much love!
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