Blocked again.

Ok so let me give you a little back story. 

Once upon I fell in love for the very first time. It was a rocky road but an all together great adventure. We shared many many memories I will cherish forever. Things ended badly very badly. Like burning your favorite meal on the Friday night before your birthday kinda bad. To make a long story short the new girl hated me. With good reason and then I moved away. This is the part of my life where I moved to Arizona to have yet another adventure where I fell in love with the wrong guy and yet again it ended badly. Well anyways here I am back in my good ol home town of poplar bluff mo. Sure do I get reminded of that first love all the time absolutely. I remember him get pulled over in the dealer parking lot for going WAY over the speed limit and yet talking him self out of it. I remember sitting on the front porch in that porch swing and sharing our first kiss. I remember meeting him for the first time when he helped put our tent up at Mariah and then sitting around a Bon fire for hours getting eaten alive by Mosquitos. I remember riding to school together and riding the back roads. I remember him always going to fast even when I hated it. I remember going to the radio station with him or cruising through the parking lot to see if he could catch one of his boys. I remember riding with his parents to go watch him play foot ball. I remember our first real fight and hitting the dog on the way to his birthday party. I remember hating him and loving him and telling him everything. But the funny thing is when I look back at the person I was back then it's no where near the person I am today. And I'm pretty sure he is probably a different person too. Have you ever heard the song I got the boy? That reminds me of him big time cause it proves I got the boy and so one else got the man. So yes I will always cherish those memories but no I don't want to make anymore with the man that I don't even know. So you can calm down there is no need to block me from your life. I'm not a threat I promise. You don't even know who I am anymore. Your unforgivness is only hurting yourself.